A Little Empty Attic

我一定要在這裡承認我拿作文課的作業來混更新。

所以標題是作業的中文標題，不是我發生了什麼事……
然後對，之所以會有這篇不是我個人的因素。

而是我身邊的女孩們。

所以，獻給小莎，獻給阿魂，獻給圓圓，獻給依；獻給在這邊看的妳。

希望妳們都好。

（然後，這篇我不敢翻成中文，太煽情了|||）

The slow procession has depressed me.
All right. I shouldn't say that.
After all, there's still a week.

But I am worried.
I have many things I want to do, and I hope to start them as soon as I can.

I want to do something more than that.
I feel bound to do that, but I still wish I could do OTHER things.
I like computer. That doesn't mean I am willing to sit in front of it all the day.

Well, this category has been so full of complaint, right?
That's why it is here. It's natural.

But it's NOT natural to complain about all of my life.
AM I SICK? (Probably just what I need now.)

Hey! My dear TEAM!
Do you girls khow what the DEADLINE means?
Are you girls really too busy to finish your JOB?

Come on! Girls!
You don't have ANY tests or homework!

OK, if you really can't have them done, then why don't you tell me?!
I trust  all of you, so I didn't push you to do that.
Now it seems I was wrong.

I really, really don't understand what you are thinking about.
The only thing I know is that YOU HAVE LET ME DOWN.

I am very, very disappointed.
And I won't give you space anymore.

I would like to write more things about me in this blog.

For some reasons, I will write them in English.
Especially much more sensitive things.

Every reader can skip them, since I wouldn't, or shouldn't mind it.

Some remark might be somewhat attactive or inapproprite to some particular people,
but please remember, these articles are personal diarys,
and they maybe not be thought completely.

I won't take charge of your feelings if you read them.

However, I promise I will think more about what I write before they are brought forth.

Sometimes I tell myself how stupid I am to think that I can deal with this all. 
What am I thinking about? Do I really like all of these? 
Or do I just want to prove something which I have no idea?

I was confused. Many times.

Now I really want to give up some of these.

It's just like that I have to get into a house, 
but the only available key is detained by a snake.

It's really, really tiring and exhausting.

To say the truth, I don't like that.

And I am not going to try to fight back.
If that cruel animal loves to do that, it must take all the consequences.

I will be glad to see that day coming, definitely.

Before this, I have to do my job. And I swear I will make it perfact.